JCA - Sulphur Springs

I have a few friends at home that I feel I need to be ministering to. And I just feel like I should be a brighter light at home, and not such a normal teenage girl who walks around depressed and hurting inside because I put myself down. I want to lift myself up to God as an offering and breath in His word and breath out His word as well. I want to have church 24-7 with everyone I share any time with.